The hardest confessions to make are the ones of your darkest and most desperate times. Bene Brown says our vulnerability is our power. Being this vulnerable and laying bare this soul does not feel empowering, at least not yet, not in this moment as I begin to write this. There is an acute sense of …
Only now my eyes can see the light, shining in the darkest days of existence. In the dark I did not recognize the light, It was flowing in the tears streaming down, It was in the space where the knees touched the ground, Even brighter in the space that cradled the forehead. It shone bright …
Every circumstance that begins in life has an end date. I struggled with this concept, as my mind remembers very well all the areas in my life that could do better and never fails to remind me. This is particularly painful on busy days of un-showered, everyone needs me to do something for them yesterday, …
I entered the chiropractor’s office with much hurt and pain, twisted and hunched over. They took me into the x-ray room and completed the initial check-up. As she studied at my x-ray, she explained that my spine was trending towards arthritis and there still was hope for recovery. She gave me and adjustment and asked …
March 6, 2021 Let’s continue this story! I finally accepted that no matter what I visualized or thought about in a positive manner, the material reality I was facing was that the muscles in my back had contracted without release and my spine and hips were twisted and unable to fix themselves. This was the …
Its extremely vulnerable and exhilarating to tell you these moving and deep personal experience. Its scary from one angle, because my conditioning automatically cares what you think about this, how you are going to judge me and if we are ever going to be on talking terms and see me in the same way as …
This was written on March 5, 2020. After ages of pondering I decided that it is as good a time to start journaling as any. There are many things I want to express, sometimes an overload of emotions want to be expunged. The past few days I have been watching Ted talks on Youtube regarding …
Amma, so many choices were made, some had to be made and the others also had to be made. Where you and I are today is truly where we are meant to be, because if it wasn’t then we would be somewhere else. I see you nowadays as we video-chat on Whatsapp, your eyes lit …
